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if Kurt hadn't killed himself?
This is a difficult one. For one thing the band
just wouldn’t have carried on. I believe they might have
had one more record but that’s all. It's widely documented
that towards the end of his life Kurt was frustrated with the musical
limitations of his fellow bandmates and of course the Nirvana formula
and also himself to a certain extent. His lack of technical musical
skills made it difficult for him to express himself in ways other
than the ‘four chords and one that doesn’t fit’ trick.
He was trying to get away from all that.
He might have done a solo
record, I can imagine the critics would’ve
panned him claiming without Dave and Krist there was no-one to
challange his more radical and unpractical (and possibly unmarketable)
approaches to things and keep his feet on the ground. An example
of this is when Pink Floyd's highly prolific songwriter Roger Waters
broke free of the restraints of his band, he just went intersteller.
I reckon Kurt would have disappeared from music and just concentrated
on his paintings and passion for heroin leaving the band consigned
only to a paragraph on the ‘grunge movement in the early
nineties’ with
the myriad other bands of the time.
What I do know is Nirvana would
no way have been as big as it became if Kurt hadn’t killed
himself. It’s an unsettling thought
but it’s the truth. So often is the case. There are countless
examples. During the In Utero period, there wasn’t a great
deal of fuss about them here in England although I was a big (13
year old) fan, sure. A year after he killed himself, everyone started
to discover the music and the man. it’s been like that ever
since. In effect, It took the guy to kill himself to jolt the public
conscience into sitting up and listening. It's terrible how these
things work out ... but good in some ways.
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